The Anticipation

It was not that long ago that I was searching for deeper truths that surround us here on this world. So I researched and I found good sources as well as bad sources. I researched everything I could find over a two year period. Subjects that were taboo, that were labeled “conspiracy theories”, and no matter how bizarre it was, it led me to find some hidden truths. And these things changed my beliefs greatly. You will never find these truths on mainstream media, you will have to look beyond the narrative that is presented to the public. And you will have to think for yourself and not just trust the information coming from those sources. You have to decide what is truth and what is not. You have to choose what to believe and what not to believe.

For a number of years, I have endured the yearning of my soul to return home. Not my home here on Earth. Somehow, I have always felt that my home is not here, it is elsewhere. This made perfect sense after my own spiritual awakening which lead to my acceptance that this place is an illusion. Our existence in this reality is to learn concepts that we as souls wish to learn. This life is a training simulation that seems very real to us.

“The spiritual journey is individual, highly personal. It can’t be organized or regulated. It isn’t true that everyone should follow one path. Listen to your own truth.” Ram Dass

It seems to me that whatever my major goals were to learn here have already been completed. I either did pretty well or failed miserably. Whatever I did not learn completely, well that is what the next life cycle is for. Do I have all the answers? Absolutely not! No matter what your age or your situation is here, there is always more to learn. I think my biggest hurdle is to learn to love myself.

I have thought of a number of reasons that I am still here. Maybe I am to bear witness to the events that are unfolding during this time. I will witness the abolishment of much of the corruption of this world. I will witness the mass awakening of the people. And maybe I will contribute to our mass conciousness as a species, and participate in our group ascension. Maybe I am here just to help raise the vibration of the planet.

“The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and the acceptance of love.” Marianne Williamson

Maybe I will witness the Solar Flash, which is a cyclical catastrophe that occurs every 12,500 years, and which we are overdue for. We are already seeing our planet becoming more energetic right now. A greater number of more intense storms in the way of hurricanes, blizzards, droughts and floods. There are more frequent and intense earthquakes, along with more volcanic activity. All of these things occurred at the last apocalypse so I would expect more weather anomalies to intensify. But nobody is sure what exactly happened, our historical records are missing a lot of information. But consider that every religion talks about a great flash from our Sun. And we know that the great biblical flood and the sinking of Atlantis occurred at that time. Basically humankind had to start over after that event. It has been stated by several researchers and insiders that the Solar Flash we are anticipating will be around the 2029 time period.

Am I afraid of this event? Not at all. After all of my research and my own personal experiences, I do not fear death here. I will go on beyond the death of of this physical body. And I will finally get to go home, to the Spirit World. I really suspect that I have reincarnated hundreds, if not thousands, of times into this physical realm. And as far as my loved ones that I leave behind here, I will see their Higher Selves in the Spirit World as soon as I arrive. However I really hope that while I am still here, that I can achieve and experience Ascension to a higher reality and contribute toward our ascension as a group.

“A global awakening can only happen from a spiritual awakening that is of global dimensions.”  Matthew Fox

J is a website designer, graphic designer, and author. He lives in the US and researches the spiritual aspect of this physical dimension.

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